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hollar [Tuesday August 25th, 2009 7:25pm] [ mood | good ] Forgot all about this I might start this back up Post from mobile portal m.livejournal.com CMNT

grab your sweaters [Thursday September 13th, 2007 2:27pm] It's fall finally. Im feeling better each day it gets a little colder. Well if anyone wants to hang sometime, just get a hold of me at 317 492 7682. 1 comment|CMNT

theres never enough time never enough [Wednesday April 18th, 2007 12:31pm] [ music | elbow - red ] So sit down and take a look at me. Im old. Im pretty much married now. And theres nothing left but work... 2 comments|CMNT

looks just like the sun [Friday April 6th, 2007 1:04pm] and we are just kids looking for something to do. ( Read more... ) 6 comments|CMNT

[Thursday March 29th, 2007 10:32pm] [ music | rouge wave - california ] So I got my first tattoo today. I will probably add more to it later. But here it is His tail is how I look at the world. Right in front of me...waiting for the right moment to pick it up. 9 comments|CMNT

what's it worth [Wednesday March 21st, 2007 2:50pm] [ music | arcade fire - antichrist television ] my low self esteem is kicking back in. I hate when i get like this. Tony is so nice to me. I dont want him to see this side of me. Fuck everything CMNT

bleh [Monday February 12th, 2007 12:51pm] I'm sick and it hurts to breath... :( i feel the sinus infection starting... make me better. 2 comments|CMNT

tell me your secrets. [Friday February 2nd, 2007 12:18pm] [ music | coldplay - the scientist ] this is weird... So last night after tony and I got back from the bars...we hopped into bed and I just staired straight over at him. I couldnt help but look at him and wonder why such an amazing man wants to be with me. So after what I consider the best sex i have had...we are both breathing heavy and he is holding me tight and kissing me all over...and i whisper..."I love you" and he replies with "I love you too" and then kisses me again. The wierd part about it all is after he said that to me....I started crying. quietly at first...I dont know why I started crying....its like crying in a movie that shows a beautiful part not a sad one...or like a great song that is only complete with tears at the end. It felt like I was the most important person in someones life...and i like that feeling. Im happy with him. And i realized that last night. 1 comment|CMNT

no guilt feelings [Tuesday January 23rd, 2007 3:55pm] we all had our reasons... ( Read more... ) Today is forever and im eternal. 2 comments|CMNT

[Saturday October 21st, 2006 7:20pm] What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't he love me? 2 comments|CMNT

[Monday October 9th, 2006 9:25am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | dcfc - somday you will be lovedd ] someday you will be loved. Even if he doesnt know how. Someone else can love me the way I need to be loved. someday 1 comment|CMNT

[Saturday September 30th, 2006 6:46pm] I sometimes wish I could make all my insecurities and put them in a box. I would then lock it up and throw the key...and throw that box in the ocean. CMNT

[Wednesday September 20th, 2006 10:30pm] [ music | bright eyes ] worried you smoke to many ciggaretts. ( Read more... ) 2 comments|CMNT

take me [Monday September 11th, 2006 11:37am] [ music | the beta band - dog's got a bone ] ( they'll never miss ) 4 comments|CMNT

[Monday September 4th, 2006 11:00pm] today I spent the day with brandy. We had the most amazing day today. We went to fort wayne and spent the day in the car listening to mix tapes. I was having such a horrible time in wabash untill today. It was a nice relief. CMNT

[Wednesday August 30th, 2006 10:02am] september 19. I will be on an airplain on that day. My mom took me shopping yesterday. We got some clothes and I got some glasses. It was a nice day. 1 comment|CMNT

[Tuesday August 29th, 2006 10:09am] I miss being alive. I cant wait till im in phoenix. I think my parents are trying to talk me into staying here in wabash. It isnt going to work. I feel like everyday im crawling a little more out of my skin. Like everyday has more shit I have to deal with. My mom calls phoenix sin city lol. I think they are just worried though. When they sent my brother luke down there...he ended up in prison....but really...mom dad...would I really go to prison...I mean I like rough gay sex...but please...not in prison. I guess they dont want me to feel as if I am being sent away...But since it was my idea to move to phoenix....I dont see how thats possible. Anyway. Ive eaten too much these past few days ive been back. Time for bike riding all over town. CMNT

[Saturday August 26th, 2006 2:22pm] Im in wabash. I finally set up my room. ill get to a phone soon i promise. CMNT

[Wednesday August 23rd, 2006 3:12pm] [ music | angels and airwaves - distraction ] ive been listening to tom delonges new band...angels and airwaves. It's like all the sappy blink 182 songs. But a whole albumn filled with it. But for some reason. Every fucking song seems like it's talking to me. Oh well. Im alive. Ill survive everything. Because I am a strong and healthy individual. I wont let heart ache and pain keep me away from anything. Ive fucked up so much. But im learning. Slowly i am learning. CMNT

[Monday July 31st, 2006 9:26am] erin killed himself yesterday... why? I know everyone asks this question... It's true i guess. The only cure for depression is death. CMNT

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